A realization of sorts:
If you don’t just let go, and let things be then the entire universe is going to come in and tear you down. Just learn to be ok with things. Send love and positive energy to the ones who you’ve hurt and to those who have hurt you. Forgive and let yourself be forgiven, because there is nothing else that is keeping you from being happy and fulfilled but yourself.
When you feel lonely, sad, alone, upset, mad, angry, left out, abandoned…. just take those feelings and realize that they don’t have you, they don’t control you. You control them. You decide what you want to be and feel.