I always do things the hard way. Even if it’s not my intention.
Does this make me a masochist?
It’s like subconsciously I attract and like the trouble I get myself into.
Also, being able to relax has never come easy to me and about 8 times out of 10 those I trust the most betray me in some way or the other…. but I guess that’s human nature or something. I know I’ve done it a time or two. Blegh. Today’s been a weird day. I feel things shifting. I hate that. It makes my body ache.